I finally lost it just now to be honest, I am already crawling the walls for my own space, communication, all of it. God i definitly breaking me as I asked, and my flesh as ever, is rebelling full throttle. Hence why I cried my eyes out in the bathroom just now. But I am sure thats ok, I am sure it wil work out, especially when I get to Pemba tomorrow and this starts roperly and stops being an airport vacation!...
I write all that is below because I feel I should share a glimpse, and that is all it is, of what I have come home from. I share it with you not to make you jealous, but to create within you a longing for the things of God. We are too content. Thats what was revealed to me this morning at church, I called people to hunger, thirst, longing, to want to chase after Him, to see His words bear fruit. Read what God has said He will do, read what Jesus said about Himself and his kingdom and our authority, read it and then declare it. We are living with the bar set too low, we are far too satisfied and content with where we are and the tiny things we are asking for. How big is your God? I ask again, how big is your God? Sit under His waterfall, ask for Him to fill you so that you might be brimming, that you might be poured out to everyone you come into contact with. Stop being comfortable and satisfied. Divine discontent. I dare you to pray for it ;)
Saturday, May 13, 2006
I finally lost it just now to be honest, I am already crawling the walls for my own space, communication, all of it. God i definitly breaking me as I asked, and my flesh as ever, is rebelling full throttle. Hence why I cried my eyes out in the bathroom just now. But I am sure thats ok, I am sure it wil work out, especially when I get to Pemba tomorrow and this starts roperly and stops being an airport vacation!...
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