I think my internet and email have been down for a reason for there is so much noone will ever know but me and Jesus and I love it but I wanted to apologise if you have tried to get in contact with me via that method! Phone is much more reliable at the present time! Anyway, a kind friend has offered to help me get this online so I wanted to share…

There have been reams of the incredible this past week, a new level of surrender, a new level of seeing in the supernatural, discernment, visions, putting future plans into reality and motion. I wish to share one vision with you however which has not been as beautiful as the rest. It happened in the room in which I saw the liquid gold floor, the tabernacle style gold walls and the warrior angel standing guard (bear with me!) during a prayer and soaking session. I only tell you this is what I had previously seen there becuase it makes what I saw this evening all the more chilling and important, posing the question,

What are we allowing to invade the holy of holies and come between us and total abandon, total facedown laid down love?

I was lying on the floor and with my eyes closed although almost as clear as if they were open, I was looking at the wall which looked like a huge pearl and it was so beautiful and then i saw glimpses of the angels flying above us and their wings glistened with the same irridescence of the wall. I was marvelling at this for just a second before I turned my head and saw (minds eye still) a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuge snake, like a black mamba, coming straight at me on the floor, cocking its head back, fangs out, half an inch from the right side of my face. Even as I saw it not in the natural it made me jump up quickly, I was lying down which is the most vulnerable place for a snake attack! I sat up really quickly and started to seek the Lord, was it a sign, a warning? what was the snake that had just tried to take me down as I tried hard against all that was in my head i was trying to sort out? The Lords gentle answer took my breath away

"That snake is your pride. It will always stop you from being in the most vulnerable place of surrender with me."

Oh God Oh God. I was so undone I could not even cry or feel emotion, I merely sat there and thought over what He had just said. Oh God forgive me for my pride and arrogance. Oh God. He asked me 'who can do anything?' You can God! i replied. 'Who do you depend on for anything?' You Jesus! Only you! 'Who can kill that snake?' You God! Oh would you kill it? would you kill it please?! and then He reminded me again as my thoughts earlier had wandered ever so slightly into judgement and criticism;

"Do not despise my children"

It is a key to humility. When this is the thing that comes into your head as frequently as it does into mine, there is no room for criticism and backbiting or judgement. Who are we to say anything against anyone? They are God's child and we do not know the full story, we never do. Whether it is one or it is the body of Christ as a whole, we must never ever despise His children.

Oh God. More of you.