My God is a God of utter abundance and today I am undone again.
Last night God did so very much between a friend and I which made my heart sing with delight. This, after what was a night of such undoing on the streets of my city, breaking my heart and thrilling it at the same time. After four hours sleep I awake and begin to try and work and then a courier comes to my door....
Four weeks ago I was soaking and as I always start, I wanted to talk to God about stuff to make sure it didn't hang around in my head for the hour of 'being still and meditating' in His most beautiful presence. I asked Him how much to expect from the conference weekend and He told me 1000. Yes, I know you have already heard that story. What you didn't hear was that I also immediately got an impression/vision in my head that was clear and then went. I saw a man walk up to me and hand me a mac and then walk away.
I was convinced that I had made it up, I have been desperate (and I mean desperate!) for a computer for six months although God has always provided one and I have never gone without for which I am so thankful and is a miracle in itself! The other two things were that to get a mac costs a fortune and even if someone did want to buy one for me....they would give me the money. And then this morning happened...
A courier is at my door...a guy...and he hands me a computer, I sign, he leaves, I realise I have just reenacted my vision...and I am stunned. I open the package knowing what it must be by now and staring back at me is a brand new top of the range macbook, packed with stuff.
Gripping the computer to my chest I fell on my knees and cried like a baby.
God has never ever made me go without. He has always provided, always made sure my clothes dont wear out and shoes are on my feet. Always provided a roof, food and I had a computer of some sort or other every single day I commited to admin. Never have I gone without. But the abundance of this morning...I was so very undone, I still am. That He would do that for me, that He would provide all that I need and the best of the best as well. No poverty spirit, I am daddy's girl :)
Thankyou Jesus...thank you so much
Last night God did so very much between a friend and I which made my heart sing with delight. This, after what was a night of such undoing on the streets of my city, breaking my heart and thrilling it at the same time. After four hours sleep I awake and begin to try and work and then a courier comes to my door....
Four weeks ago I was soaking and as I always start, I wanted to talk to God about stuff to make sure it didn't hang around in my head for the hour of 'being still and meditating' in His most beautiful presence. I asked Him how much to expect from the conference weekend and He told me 1000. Yes, I know you have already heard that story. What you didn't hear was that I also immediately got an impression/vision in my head that was clear and then went. I saw a man walk up to me and hand me a mac and then walk away.
I was convinced that I had made it up, I have been desperate (and I mean desperate!) for a computer for six months although God has always provided one and I have never gone without for which I am so thankful and is a miracle in itself! The other two things were that to get a mac costs a fortune and even if someone did want to buy one for me....they would give me the money. And then this morning happened...
A courier is at my door...a guy...and he hands me a computer, I sign, he leaves, I realise I have just reenacted my vision...and I am stunned. I open the package knowing what it must be by now and staring back at me is a brand new top of the range macbook, packed with stuff.
Gripping the computer to my chest I fell on my knees and cried like a baby.
God has never ever made me go without. He has always provided, always made sure my clothes dont wear out and shoes are on my feet. Always provided a roof, food and I had a computer of some sort or other every single day I commited to admin. Never have I gone without. But the abundance of this morning...I was so very undone, I still am. That He would do that for me, that He would provide all that I need and the best of the best as well. No poverty spirit, I am daddy's girl :)
Thankyou Jesus...thank you so much
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